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-I love Austin!!

HAHA bItCh!

Well lets see, nothing really has been going on lately. Just chillyn, of course! Yesterday hung out with Austin = amazing!! It was a lot of funn, i was happy to see him! Today i really didnt do much. Some kid called me ghetto / refers me to the "ghetto girl", how does that work, i dont see myself ghetto at all. oh well. I realized today that this week is going really slow and it sucks. After school Shaina came over for a little, it was funn just chillyn for a little! We talked, it was an interesting conversation and i learned something new about myself, sounds weird but i did. She noticed something that i do all the time in a certin situation and i never noticed it before ...dissimilar... i really dont have anything else to say, i dont know what else to say. I have no clue what im doing this weekend besides having to stay home Friday night and Saturday i have to clean hardcore, but aloud out that night! Hopefully i get to see Austin!! Well im out, bye...

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-Well today i am possibly going to go to see Austin!! I hope so, dont feel like sitting home much longer and i miss him!!-

Well Friday- I got my bellybutton pierced. Everyone told me it didnt hurt, well they lied! It hurt so fucking bad, i cried and it was so sore. It still hurts a little now, but way better! Well after that i met Austin at his house, so they could pick me up. That night we drove around a lot and then went to syd's for a little. That night we stayed at Eric's.

Saturday- Woke up at like 9 because Austin had to go to work for a little. While he did that i chilled with Jeramy and Sean for a little, we just sat there! Oh well... the rest of the day consisted of eating a lot and that night we went to the Emmaus Parade! We were just walking around a lot! I got to see Julie and that was cool! SO the rest of the night we just walked a lot and we (Austin, Jae, Becky, and I) ate at this pizza place. The night was fun although i didnt talk much, i dont know why just some times i get really shy for no reason, i hate myself. Well that night Austin and I stayed at his house!!

Sunday(today)- Woke up at like 1130ish! Then left shortly after, ... Havent done much today, i think i am sick again, not good but good at the same time, means i could possibly get outta school! I probably not going tomorrow, i dont even care anymore. I seriously wanna move, try a new enviroment, i hate it here, i always did and they dont realise it and stick me in counseling because they think im going to harm others and myself, when in fact its just i dont like the school, nor the people, i hate everything about the place i live. The teaching methods and for sure the teachers. They dont know how to teach, there favorite words are "Stay after school", they dont go over shit in class dont reteach you in class they just wanna keep you after school for however long they want and take up your time because they have no life. And our school is supposed to have the best teahcing methods, yeah shove that up your ass and make up something knew, because it deffinietly isnt... And the people, there nothing but a bunch of rich bitches. I mean what the fuck, im sorry i dont wear my A&F with my Louis Vitton purse, or that i actually know how to match my clothes more then you. Seriously these girls walk around matching the worst shit and they think there hot shit, im sorry i think you should take a look in the mirror and run around the track some and wear clothes that fit you then down grade me. It seems like once i wear a shirt that might show a little bit of my stomach or if i wear a skirt i got mad bitchez stareing at me like theres no tomorrow. Oh yeah, its like wtf, just because i dont spend 1hour on my hair and make-up that im shit. Fuck that, most of the time i come to school with my hair unbrushed and no make-up, i dont give a fuck. Thats me, and its rediculous how many people can down grade you in one place, its terrible exspecially when theres hardly anyone there. Theres mad people that came from other schools that said that they thought there school was bad, but once they exspirienced the SV, they realised that its worse here. But for now i guess i gotta deal with it, hopefully i move...soon. I just really had to let that out, its been bothering me. I have a project due tomorrow, well its actually make up work, it was due about 2weeks ago, maybe, but i didnt do it. I couldnt so ima do it now. So i guess im out...PaYcE

much love,

-amber-

PS. my xanga is being stupid and saying i cant go into it sometimes, so maybe ill have to make a new one ...The Eagles WON and im pretty sure GreenBay won too!! Im going for Pittsburg and there winning against the cowboys!!!